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Where I’ve been:

Around mid September through October I get caught up in photography. Caught up in such a fabulously filling way. There is really nothing I love more than taking and editing pictures. Fall, especially this fall, with it’s ridiculously unbelievable color and delicious weather, is just the perfect time to take pictures. I love meeting new families and photographing families that come each year – it’s so fun to watch those families change and grow. Even if it is people I see everyday – somehow, through the lens, I see with more clarity. I see their kids growing, I can see their relationships with one another changing. It is just such a unique and awesome privilege to get to capture a family in time.

You see, I think photography is magical. I think that the mystery of what is caught up in the paper and ink goes far beyond the technical process of capturing light. It is the ability to capture life for a fleeting moment and hand it over to a family. Time goes so very, very fast and it seems to be a downhill run because the further down the path you go the faster it seems to go. A photograph is a way of preserving something that cannot be captured in any other way. It captures time. It says – here we are, here I am. A photograph is magic.

We all know it – we all want to capture those significant moments. There are a lot of specialties in photography: Newborn, Families, Seniors, Weddings – those markers in life that yell out, “Remember this time, remember who I am right now, who we are.” With the advent of digital cameras in our phones – almost everyone has this magic wand within their reach. What was once a privilege for the very wealthy is now common place. So common that we can forget what a mystical and magical ability we posess.

Where we’re going:

Now there is the question isn’t it – where in the world are we going? I wish I knew. What I do know is that we are definitely going somewhere new. Over this last year I have felt pulled in new directions. I know that God has something new and awesome in store for all of us and I am actively resisting every impulse I have to try and force full disclosure. For one, God doesn’t really listen to my pleading anyway – He seems to have things laid out in a timeline that I don’t need to have input into. Secondly, I have found that when I try to run towards something – even if it is something God has put in front of me, I will always stumble. God likes a calm walk towards progress. That way, when you arrive, both you and the situation is ready.

I do know a few things that are involved: art, photography, and a new blog. I love all those things, so I’m really excited – hence the impulse to run/rush. The new blog is called “A Lifetime of Consequences.” It is about divorce and the impact of divorce on families over their lifetime. It’s something that I have a deep, deep passion for and the idea came to me about a year ago now. I can see that God is refining the idea though and I’m so glad that I didn’t start any sooner. I wasn’t ready. I’m sure I will still make mistakes, but I think the time is drawing very near. That excites me. I hope that it becomes an interactive community. A place where people can come and share their experiences and draw strength and hope and ideas. You will all be a part of the direction and purpose.

The art and photography is also still in it’s infancy. I would like to do some inspirational fine art photography with creative edits, along with some custom pieces of family photography. Ideas seem to swirl and grow each day, but I know it isn’t time yet. I don’t know how I know, but I do. It’s funny because I really know. It’s not like I’m just to scared to start – I can almost hear, “Wait.”

“Wait.” What a lesson. I don’t wait well. Looking back on life though, that has been when I’ve gotten in trouble. When I rushed into something without waiting long enough for the idea to be refined, options to be reviewed, direction to be set. So here I am, waiting.

I’m pretty sure that we will start the new blog before the end of the year. So, I need all of you to get ready. I know there is not one reader out there that has not been impacted by divorce. Whether it’s your own, your parents, siblings, friends. It is not possible that you have remained untouched. As a matter of fact – if you have – I want to hear from you!

As for the rest of you – will you do me a favor? Start putting a little thought into this new blog we are going to start – what would make it meaningful to you? Where do you struggle? What are you curious about? How could this help you in your journey?

I know this can be sensitive – part of what I hope to break down is the unwillingness to talk about things that are hard about divorce and step relationships. So I promise to treasure and protect anything you share with me. You can send me your thoughts at jgaustin@me.com, or you can leave your comments here – whichever feels best for you.

Thank you for reading my thoughts. Thank you for walking through this wild life with me. Thank you. God bless.

  • Dolores

    I am so excited to see where this takes you! Your writing is so honest and transparent. I looked up “transparent” to be sure it applied here, and it does – “Capable of transmitting light so that objects or images can be seen as if there were no intervening material.” You shine light on thoughts and ideas that are often covered in denial, pretense, and defense. We often deny something that we think we shouldn’t feel or think, we pretend that we are someone we really aren’t, and we defend our egos and self-image, rather than face what people would think if we were completely honest.
    And you have such creativity in combining your art and photography. I am sure the fine art edits will be beautiful, and the custom family photography will be unique and one of a kind!

    • Julie

      Thank you – I am so excited too! (A little scared and nervous mixed in there as well.)

  • barb anderson

    Julie…I am so excited to see all that God has planned! He always does things even better than we can imagine so you better hold on tight!!!! I will tell you I am one of the few people that really hasn’t been untouched by divorce. Jims parents, my parents, all our grandparents, my 3 brothers we have all been married forever to the same old person. (atleast 25 years). God has truly blessed us. Now all of our kids are getting married and we are praying for His blessings on them too.

    • Julie

      That is so amazing and such a beautiful legacy within your family!

      I am very excited to see what’s in store. I just hope the honesty of waiting on direction doesn’t turn into fear of walking through the door:).

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